I feel quite lost at this very moment… This unsettling feeling that’s buried in my gut gives me stomach knots. It feels as though something is rotting inside me that I cannot easily expel. As much as I’d like to, I can’t settle my mind, and I can’t help but feel that the world as I know it is out to get me and the walls that have protected me all this time are all crumbling around me. I feel timid with anticipation and horror at what is to unfold in the upcoming months. Uncertainty is my friend and my enemy in this life, and I’ve honestly been so scared of making wrong decisions lately that I can’t tell what’s right anymore. If any of you have gotten this far I don’t usually vent to the internet but I feel in need of some guidance.